Dear Friends;
This is not really about my life, it's just the thoughts and talks that comes to my mind often. As the life is going to take a turn, it starts "taking me for granted". Sometimes I don't know what to do. But life "Moves On." So, As you heard the song of Linkin Park- Waiting for the End. In this song, one paragraph is:-
"What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I’ve said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!"
Although the whole songs make a very heart-touching sense, specially this line makes me nearly "cry". As you can see the last line "the hardest part of ending is starting again." This realizes me about the career. This thing feels very horrible and it terrified me as well and finally lead to the result; what if I fail; what if I will not able to fulfil my parent's needs and dreams.
Friends. The expectation is very good for listening and remembering; but not good for the young generation. I know everyone expected anything from me or you or us but on the other hand, this expectation taking us to the terrified state where you are not able to think and act. This is not good for health and wealth. I am telling you all these things because I am experiencing all these things in my life at this stage. My Parents expecting me to become a good Engineer and settle for a good life. This expectation becomes fear sometime as there is fear of failure.
As in the movie "3 Idiot" there is my favourite quote " Fear is not good for Grades".
Fear is also not good for life also. It makes you depress and less Hoped for your main Goal. Once you forgot your goal, you can never achieve it again. My mind was confusing me the whole last year and barely I couldn't give any papers with "Happy Heart" and with a big smile on my Face.
Life is not easy as it looks, it never meant to rest and it never stops for anyone. The last four year of my Degree is not as I "expected" but it's the life and have to be move on, but it taught me a lesson that nobody cares for you except your "Best Buddies and Family".
Remembering My School time, we came to school to just meet friends, mates and "I". No worries of future, just pure fun nothing else matter except fun. But we must grow up for the big and nasty surprises given by the world.
I have always questioned the God that 'why me?'; but it's not like every time. Now I've got all the answer to my question. "
It's not to chose the best option always but sometimes worst "can" result from the Best."
You may probably be heard the proverb that Diamond cuts the Diamond. So gear up and Ready to fight with the life and all the difficulty that will come in the path of your success.
Some readers may think confusing and mixed-up works of this but think it in the calm state and try to figure out the real meaning of this whole essay. It's not only the bunch of words but life. What are you all going to face at the later stage? So to prevent more damage and misery be to prepare and fight with full confidence. I've learned my way to fight with this f*#*ing life; you have to find yours. Be good to all and the one who is surrounding you and make an Impression.
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